in silencium

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I just suddenly realized something. I don't think that I've dated guys who needs a mother because of any twisted ideas.
I think that the reason that I've chosen them is to make up for the years that disappeared during my time in hell/prison...
The years that were taken from me.
Maybe I just needed to compensate for all the BS by hanging out with guys who are young. Or just not there yet.

And now I'm done with that.